Friday, July 08, 2005
silly me. thinkin that somethin would come out of nothin. as the sayin goes, no pain no gain. i realise that the price we jc students have to pay in order to reap the fruits of our labour is seriously quite substantial. takin a look at those who did really well, like A's and B's, they're kinda nerdish. and they are studyin practically every minute of the day. everyday chiong home hit the books den hit the bed den hit school. haha. nono. that's not right. at least it doesn't sound right.
of cos i didn't do well la. expected. but i was hopin for some tyco-ness! but it didn't come. not that it had to anyway.
on a lighter note, i passed GP with a C6. chinese E8! whahaha. bio, math F. *which i seriously shouldn't have. im sorry.* chem O. econs ???. ):
pweetiee boy made an annoucement durin PCCG. super shuai. =D prob the only highlight of the day. and squash of cos. it never fails to make my day. the school bought squash rackets so we can all play! yay. haha.
for now until promos i have to add oil alr. seriously, reality has finally hit me. i never thought of being retained until recently. frightening but very real. when i asked my math cher about my results she was like. aiyooooooooooo~ *drags* very bad leh. -in a soft tone so that i won't break into tears or somethin.- eh 17 i think. nononono. and while i was hopin that it was some kinda mistake, maybe i got a 20+. she said i think 14 ar. i was -pengs.- anw, whatever. she told me to consult her when i encounter difficulties. hais. dunno la. how come so jialats. i got no idea. actually i got no inspiration to write this entry but den i have to say somethin. just anythin.
cos i dun wanna retain.
i'm scared.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:50 PM
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